i love you.

i love you but you think i don’t.

i love you but you don’t even care.

i love you but we barely talk anymore.

i love you but i don’t think you feel the same.

i love you but you keep hurting me.

i love you but i wish things were different.

i love you but i cry over you all the time.

i love you <3

In my eye that&#8217;s all I see .

In my eye that’s all I see .

you don’t really know what you have until it’s gone

gone.

I’m crying I’m broken
I’m tormented I’m hurtin’
I wish I could disguise the way I feel
Maybe in the skies I will then heal.

I know it my fault but I can’t live with the guilt.
I can’t live with the pain, I’m done living because I cant live without you.
</3 I love you . Bye forever.

im crying…

im crying because your the one i love, im crying because of everything we both have done. im crying because it hurts to hear my own echoe of the words its over. im crying because i cant picture life without you. im crying because i feel that you dont even care we broke up. im crying because your the one i felt i could be with forever. im crying because we are over . im crying because no ur not mine ur more her. im crying because i love you so much. im crying because it hurts. im crying because i lost you. im crying because its my fult. im crying because inside im dying. im crying because i have to face rooms full of people holdnig my tears. im crying because within seconds i know i made a bad mistakes. im crying because i dont think i can get you back. im cryin because i dont deserve you…. im crying for alot of reasons.

In every girls life; there&#8217;s a boy she&#8217;ll never forget and a summer where it all began.

In every girls life; there’s a boy she’ll never forget and a summer where it all began.

i want it to be the truth but i know it’s not .

Me & My dad. :’) R.I.P

December 3, 1973-February 11, 2010.

Every day when i was having a bad day you would make me smile with your stupid little jokes and comments. when i was crying you would say ” want a cookie ” all sarcastic but really had one behind your back. you wiped away my tears when i cried, you listened to what i said and stuck through me by everything, you let me cry on your shoulder and sleep with you when i had bad dreams. you made me smile with all your dancing and singing. when the day came that i found out u had cancer i wanted to go through it with you, i wanted to be there for you everyday like u were for me. you were the strongest man i ever known and will know and I’m not just saying that because your my dad I’m saying it because its the truth. i begged that the news i heard of you having cancer was just a bad dream. you were so accomplished and focused on everything . you gave me everything i wanted and the best life i could ask for. i still wish you were here and i think of u everyday, on my wedding when it’s the father daughter dance it will be the most horrible time of my life since we planned out the song and everything, but i will never forget you, and no step dad will ever take my place i miss you so much and wish you were here everyday , i think about you all the time and trace back on our memories, thank you for everything & the lessons you gave me in life, i learned a lot from you, and i love you <3

p.s. I’d do anything to see your face again.